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Tabris (for the slow, tis Kelsie)
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[Jan. 13th, 2008|01:02 pm] |
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So I know I just updated this last night saying I wa susing it but I suppose I lied. It was far too weird going back to the old ninth grade journal. So I kind of messed with it for no reason. Oh well. Anyway this is to cover anyone on my friends list that I didn't know whether their journals were still active or not. If by any chance they are, I'm heading over to <lj-user="melt_tigers"> so you can go friend me over there. Laters. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2008|12:53 am] |
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...This is weird.
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Well. First post in this thing since 2004. This updating screen has changed. Did I mention this was weird? And Christ reading through those old entries makes me really sad of who I was back then. Well not really... but it makes me realize just how much of an extreme dork I was.
Anyway, GJ has been on the downhill road to hell for quite some time now and, when attempting to log in today, it appears that it has finally reached it's destination. If they don't fix that and I can never get to those entries again I am going to be more than pissed. That's about 4 years of my life in that god damned thing! Ugh. Bitches.
All that being said... this journal needs a serious overhaul. I just spent far too much time cleaning out the friends and groups that were still attached to this thing. I don't even remember how to change the layouts anymore but I feel like I want this one to go.
Hopefully this will be the only post I have to do here. Because HOPEFULLY GJ will get it's freaking act together and start working again. Frustration.
Please do ignore all posts before this one... they're a little past humiliating. And the userinfo. Ignore that one too until I get a chance to fix it up some. Because... yeah. No explanation needed on any of this actually.
On an actual me note... there isn't really anything to say. Sam flew home today and I spent some time being mopey until I looked at it and realized that it's really only four days at the most until I see him again. But still, I just got spoiled. He's still in school so he's stuck there with meall this semester and I can see him every day then ^.^ Then the Allie tattoo journey. I think I've pretty much decided I'm not going to be getting mine... I dunno, I'm too fickle for something that permanent on my body. I am considering going to six piercings on each ear now, though, once I get the two on my right ear back. That just seems to be what I'm addicted to.
This thing is way too long. I suppose that's what happens when you're still up at 2 in the morning with nothing to do. Bleh.
BTW:
He's amazing. I didn't get tired of him once in two weeks of basically being together 24/7 and, for me, that's pretty much the most incredible thing ever. I'm so happy I'm with him and so lucky he loves me too.
OK, I'm done with the gross. I just really felt the need to say that. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2004|05:50 pm] |
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EVERYONE NEEDS TO GET BACK TO ME ON THIS AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!: I need to know what everyone's doing the weekend of July 10th cause I wanna plan a party get together type thing at my house for that day. And I want everyone to come that's why I'm saying this so early (well three weeks kinda but whatever). And Ateret I was wondering if it was on a Saturday afternoon-evening if you'd be able to come late or not, cause I don't know when you'd be able to come or what not, I was planning on having it last kinda late cause there's a possibility for fireworks but I wanna try and make sure you can come XD So please please let me know cause I want to make sure people can come before I set a date XD
Erm other than that... hm... Oh I got my permit today. Yay! I thought I'd be a lot more excited about but I got it and I was just kinda like "eh, OK". Probably cause even though I can drive legally it's not like my parents are really letting me drive or anything. I dunno, it was just kind of like "yeah, all right, whatever" which was actually quite depressing cause I was all excited about it before >.< Anyway, whee! Should be driving soon I hope.
So yeah, David's annoying the hell out of me as per usual ( I really hope he's not bugging you anymore Ret-ret, I will be forever grateful to you for acting as a decoy for a bit XD) and I want to get away from him so I'm off. Later kids. |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2004|09:50 pm] |
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What did Kelsie do this afternoon? Kelsie made a Bakuretsu Tenshi cosplay shirt for Jo! Hehe yay! It looks better from farther away cause puffy fabric paint things are evil and not solid.
If I finish it I may wear it one day to Otakon but I really wanna do a Naruto costume! Most people I asked have said I should do Ino, I suppose she would be easiest but I will see. |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2004|03:36 pm] |
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For people who know Naruto: I'm thinking of cosplaying as Anko, Kurenai or Ino for Otakon (maybe Sakura) who do you all think? I was debating going as Kakashi for awhile but my mom finally decided that she would help me make the costume so I don't have to do something that easy anymore (besides the fact that Kakashi-sama is... well... a guy).
HAHAHA! At home enjoying my freedom, blasting teh techno and doing... ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! Oh it's sooo nice ^.^ Lalala, it's all over it's all over! You know, I'm kinda iffy on what I got on some of my exams but I'm not going to worry about it right now! HAHAHA! No worries, no worries! All the work is over! Tralala! And I'll probably go see Harry Potter tomorrow so that's pretty cool (even if the werewolf did look bad... *avoids bricks being thrown*).
Oh, so apparently I'm assistant stage manager for Sound of Music o.O Do I feel special? Yes. Do I feel scared? YES ^.^;; I don't wanna screw up on this I'd feel so horrible! And I was really surprised, I mean I've only done one upper school show ^.^;; Oh well, just hope I don't screw up or anything... Really really hope...
Erm, ok I definitely know I had something else to say but I started talking to Howie and I completely forgot... -.- so I suppose I'll write it later if I remember. |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|11:45 pm] |
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Anyone here seen Babylon 5? I sort of doubt it, but anyway there's the one captain character guy who at first appears to be the "complete and total selfless hero". Now this thre me, because this series is supposed to be known for it's original characters and what not. But then there's the whole thing when... damn I can never remember names does the analysis thing on him "When some people came out of the war [big space war thingy] they moved on with their lives, others felt they lost their reason for living. It's too hard to try and find something to live for, and so they keep looking for something to die for, to go out in that blaze of glory." See now I like that, pretty original twist on the character. Just glad he didn't turn out to be the cliche hero character. Speaking of which when exactly does Harry Potter come out? I know I could find it really easily but I'm too lazy.
Sleepy and frustrated but I can't get to sleep... seriously sucks. Tomorrow's exams are going to kill me, I'm erally not prepared for either of them. And I wasn't feeling too confident about History today either. Especially that damned art section! Of course I would get the one that I didn't want to get. Of course... *grumble* But that's all right cause I'm at least feeling good about Math and Physics *crosses fingers*
I've been wanting a cigarette recently... strange? I think so... But then again I've been totally odd for the past week or so. Just kind of not completely down with the rest of the world at all times. Think it's school... the fact that the end is right there... but yet so far away *hangs head* It sounds tragic, but we only have until Tuesday kids! Hahaha! YES! Maybe then I won't be so odd and what not. Maybe without Mrs. Krich saying, "oops, I must have told you that you were missing the wrong assignment, you actually need to do this one" the day before the absolute dead line for it!!! I will be able to breath and find zen peace or something like that. *deep breath* Ohhhmmmmm..... What is that supposed to do anyway?
Well Pegasus, Cinnamoroll and I are going to prance downstairs for refreshments. Is it sad that I'm nearly 16 and I still run around with my stuffed animals...? But I love them oh so dearly! *wuzzle* Erm... yeah I'll go now. )*snicker* my icon still amuses me) |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|05:40 pm] |
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Hey! Guess what?! I got a chatterbox thing! So everyone go here and talk to each other and what not so I don't look like a fool that has been talking to myself in my own chatterbox! Go! Go! Type! Hey, I think teh camp people are invading it sort of... don't know if that's a good thing... -.- Bah, the only thing that bugs me is that you have to refresh to see new posts.
Anyway I don't feel so good about the History exam... not so sure how I did on it. Not looking forward to tomorrow's exams at all... bah! Oh well, at least I think I had two decent ones on Tuesday!
Walked home today. Was good except that it started raining so I got pretty wet -.- But of course, by the time it was time for me to walk up the hill it was sunny and hot and humid -.- OK, this is the hill, from the light rail station up to the road going through St. Pauls (old USF&G) up to the fountain thing, slight break, then up that huge hill in my neighbourhood from the gate! Anyone who's been to my house and seen that stuff should know my pain. But that's all right! tis good for me! Yay! ... kind of...
Getting teary, talking to Zach and Peter. They're getting so old! (besides the fact that they're within a couple of months of me...) They're supposed to stay little boys forever but they're graduating *tear* I feel like a mother... kind of disturbing. But it's just sad, obviously not for them, but all the same T.T *sniffles*.
Oh well, back to freaking out about these exams... |
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[May. 28th, 2004|01:22 pm] |
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Yo! Ahahahahahaah! Does everyone know what today is? Of course you do! It is THE LAST DAY OF CLASSES FOR THE 2003-2004 SCHOOL YEAR! WOOT! OH YEAH! OH YEAH! I'm getting all my work done, I had to use some class time which I didn't want to do but that's what I had to do to get it all done so I make sacrifices. I don't think my math work is so good though... Not because I didn't have enough time to do it, but because I really wasn't so sure of how to do it... But oh well, I think I'm doing at least decently in that class so it shouldn't hurt me too much... I hope...
Oh, my mom took me to get my eyebrows waxed for the first time last night. We were driving home and she just said "You said something about possibly getting your eyebrows done, right?" "Er... yeah, just thought I'd try it." "OK, let's go." One of my mom's strangest moments, just not what my mom would usually do to say "OK, we're going." But yeah, they seem really thin to me but that's just cause I'm not used to it I suppose. And it's still kinda red, but the lady said that it would be a little red for awhile since it was the first time. Not that anyone cares, but it was interesting.
Anyway, since I have my camera today there are two things that everyone is going to be required to do: 1. if you could say anything at all to any teacher what would it be? 2. What is the funniest moment from this year. And during other times, people be interesting will you?! Don't just sit there on your laptops, I want to remember the school people as being interesting ones... er... not that you aren't... hehehe... Anyway, I'll have to pick the best pictures afterwards and post them here and all as per usual. SO EVERYONE GET EXCITED WE'RE NEARLY DONE! AHAHAHAHAHA!
And by the way people: WAHBE (ELIZABETH) HAS A LIVEJOURNAL! Hehe, I told her I'd everyone know so I figured I say it big ^.^ tis ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) smileygal1616 |
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[May. 10th, 2004|10:12 am] |
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So the end of the weekend wasn't so bad. My father started talking to me again even if at first it seemed like it was causing him pain. Maybe that's just because of his finger. Oh, yeah, forgot to tell people that. He has some sort of internal growth/wart type thing (yeah, pleasant, I know), the roots of which have gone down into the knuckle, making it excrutiatingly painful for him to move it at all (it nearly brought to tears which is terrifying because he has the highest tolerance for pain I have ever seen). Not even just that, but it has also wrapped around the nerve of his finger. So guess what?! Another operation for my daddy, one which could leave his finger like the left side of Trevett's hand (that whole unfeeling thing) or leave it paralyzed. But I think that's as serious as it could get... like I don't think they'd aputate it or anything... I hope not.
But what else happened on Saturday for me...? Well I basically locked myself in my room all day except for when I watched Lion King 1 1/2 and was listening to it downstairs. Good news though! In my new game of Legend of Dragoon I got to the part where I had to drop Shana off at the hospital place so I knew where to go! YES! So now I could pick up my old game and not have to replay EVERYTHING. YEAH! And now she's a Dragoon too so I've got four Dragoons to fight with! Take that bitches!
Sunday, got to go to bookstore. TOKYO BABYLON VOL. 1 FINALLY GOT THERE! YES! So I got that. Seishirou-san and Subaru-kun are so adorable! And it's not even just because the relationship goes against basically all standards (both are guys, they are nearly ten years apart, and Subaru is a minor). Yeah, Subaru-kun is 16 and Sei-san is 25 I think. Subaru's all shy and thinks that Seichirou just jokes around, but he's not joking ^.^, and Sei-san keeps talking about how they're going to get married. Anyway, also got Kill Me Kiss Me vol. 2. I really like htis series and I want half of the characters clothes. And I got to watch the next four episodes of Naruto, it took forever to download for some reason, and the next four are taking a long time too. I have over twenty episodes on my hardrive now, must start getting them on cds and deleting them soon -.-.
Also cut my hair again. But then realised that I was going to have issues cutting the back of it so I just had to cut it at an uber-angle at the front and wait til I have some help to shorten the back some. But it was getting far too long and bothering me so I'm happy I cut it. And I think I did a decent job too! |
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[May. 7th, 2004|09:31 am] |
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Why do I always miss everything?! I just found out that 'Wolf's Rain' started showing on Cartoon Network on April 29. I'VE BEEN WANTING TO SEE THAT FOR SO LONG! Dammit! Oh well, maybe I can download the first few episodes and then start watching it. It just comes on so late >.<
Speaking of anime, has anyone noticed how more and more mainstream it's becoming? Seriously, I used to get excited when I could find any store other than Pandora's Cube that sold wallscrolls and the like but now I can't go into a mall without seeing Vash or Spike hanging from some store's wall. And I used to think "Wow!" when I saw someone else walking around with an anime shirt on but now they're everywhere! Now, what I'm debating, is whether this is good or bad. I remember when I started getting into it in fifth grade my sister and Dave were scrounging (spelling?) to get tapes of shows that they wanted and now it's absolutely no problem getting almost anything. I know specifically with Lain, gah ok this just annoys the hell out of me. I had to search so many places to find those dvds, the only place that had them was Pandora's Cube and that's not the easiest place for me to get to (well cons too but come on, I don't go to them every weekend), and I had to pay $30+ for them. Now they're filling up half a shelf in Best Buy as a "geneon signature series" for $20. >.<
But anyway, those are really plus things. The other thing is that, it's nothing too special to be an anime fan anymore. Basically everyone knows what it is and the fanbase is huge. It's not really a unique thing anymore. This also means that the jack-asses who think they're know it alls cause they watch YuGiOh and Pokemon on Saturday mornings and won't shut up about Blue Dragon or whatever beating the hell out of everyone else are growing in numbers. And you know, DBZ was a good show before it got here, really it was. So was Sailor Moon. You know what, Sailor Moon is actually a pretty descent show when it's not edited. But that's America for ya. The thing that I just don't like is that, when companies over here start realizing how big anime is, they're going to kill it just like they do with everything else. Just like they're doing to LOTR now. It made it as a movie so let's milk it for every last drop it's worth! GGRRRRRRRR!
*deep breath*... OK, I have physics now so I'm going to end this and scamper off for now. Bye, bye. |
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[May. 3rd, 2004|08:22 pm] |
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Things are going really slow... But that's almost nice for a change. Despite the impending war with my mom over my baby, the Mini Cooper, everything is calm and very zen. The sad thing is that it freaks me out cause I'm used to having way too much to do recently and it makes me feel like I'm forgetting/neglecting things -.-;; On the upside, the ext group of Naruto episodes is 76.7% done! w00t!
Oh, unbelievable moment of the day: Susong said that Tom was bad in Cabaret! *fume* He said that Ben was brilliant and in comparison Tom was really bad *grumble* He said he was a selfish actor or something... *hmph*
Amusing moments of the day: My little runway thing with the sweatshirt, I'm tellin ya I'll be a famous model! Laugh now but that style will be HOT! Hah, I'm really loosing it. And during the little "Don Vito hit fight" A-chan and I were having outside of Mrs. Smith's office she ran into the wall and knocked down a plack... plaque... how the heck do you spell it?... and then tried to walk offwith the rest of us before we yelled at her to fix it ^.^
Also I think I scared the freshies out of their wits in the art room XD I love frightening people with my oddness. They were also giving me weird looks when I sat in Mr. Trevett's chair and also when I was yelling at him to leave and give me back "my" chair. And they seemed disturbed as I was running around singing "highway to hell"... well more like going "banah banah naaaahhhhh" with the guitars. Ahh, la la, the few things that make school amusing.
Yo, people with a free last period tomorrow, wanna check out and see Kill Bill vol 2? If we don't have that "family" nonesense we could go see it! Come on, come on, you know you want to! |
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[Apr. 27th, 2004|09:19 am] |
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Amongst my... interesting weekend, I didn't get to say how much fun Anne's was. Thank you so much for inviting me, darling, I greatly appreciate it, and your friends are much fun as always. And the fire was awesome!! Very much so appreciate the big ass fire ^.^ Even if it did nearly melt my face -.- And sorry about that hammock of yours, I think we permanently killed it.
In other news parents and I are back on speaking terms even if it is a little stiff or something. But of course as soon as someone else comes around like my grandmother or something, we best buddies like always and everything's fine... -.- Always how that happens. I really think my family should be in show business, we are such good actors. And Mr. Trevett and I "made up" yesterday according to him... Umm... sure... *shrug* I'm still kind of miffed about the fact that suddenly, at the end of the year, as soon as I get into trouble, this "new rule for everyone" pops up. BAH. But whatever. Shall take deep breaths and smile and all will be fine fine fine fine.
I have Kill Bill today so I'll give it to someone else to make it look like they are putting it on and he can't bitch at me about it. ^.^ Cause I want you all to see the end of it cause it's seriously a brilliant movie (though I'm not exactly sure why I love it so much...). Anyway we need to do that. And then later we will all go see Kill Bill vol. 2! |
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[Apr. 26th, 2004|03:49 pm] |
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I haven't felt like this for a long time... not since eigth grade or the beginning of ninth grade at the latest. I hate it. That bastard is pissing me off, he hasn't done it to anyone else so why is it me? Why the hell does it happen to me and no one else? "It's going to be a new rule" fuck that, cause yeah it makes so much sense for that to happen at the end of the year, just when I'm starting to have trouble. How convenient.
Didn't speak this morning at all. Got in the car drove to school got out and slammed the door, that would be it. Maybe a muttered "good bye" but I don't remember. Yesterday was almost the same. Except for "such and such is on" "I'm watching Soloris" "Well it's a long show, I don't know if it makes a difference" "OK, but I'm watching Soloris" Door closes.
Talked to my mother, kind of. "Are you up?" "Yes" "Are you up?" "Yes" "Have a good one" "Yeah" but yesterday was different. "Are you having problems with drugs?" "No" "Alcohol?" "No" "How can I trust you." "Do you really think I'd do that?" "..." Silence. "Maybe we need to take you to talk to someone again." "..." "I thought you were getting along with your friends." "I am." "... I'm trying to figure this out...Well why don't you tell me what's wrong?" "I don't know what's wrong." "Well how do you explain it to your friends?" "I don't" "You don't?..." "No" Silence "You know you always do this to yourself." "I know." "Then why don't you do anything about it?" "I try." "You try?" "Yes" Silence "Holding onto a book like that isn't going to solve anything." "..." "Are you really that unhappy?" "..." Silence "I hate to do this, you know this hurts me too." "..." Door closes.
Don't want to be at school, don't want to go home, sad thing is I don't have anywhere else that I can be. I hate this... |
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[Apr. 21st, 2004|08:49 am] |
"I Wish I Was A Lesbian"
I wish I was a Lesbian and not a hetero,
I wouldn't have to mess with men and all their come and go
and all that awful facial hair and yucky machismo!
Ooooh I wish I was a lesbian and not a hetero.
I wish I was a lesbian and that I wasn't straight,
I would sleep with women only, man it would be great!
I could throw away my diaphragm I wouldn't wanna mate!
Ooooh I wish I was a lesbian and that I wasn't straight, hey!
I wish I was a lesbian I'd like to be a dyke,
I would hang with K.D. Lang, Mel Gibson take a hike,
I think it would be nice to love someone who was alike.
Ooooh I wish I was a lesbian I'd like to be a dyke.
I wish I was a lesbian that's why this song is sung,
it shouldnt' have to matter how someone is hung,
other things are more important - like how you use your tongue!
blblblblbl I wish I was a lesbian that's why this song is sung, hey!
(I dare Casey Casem to play this)
I wish I was a lesbian I know it's sad but true,
then maybe I'd understand you guys and all you do,
but if I was a lesbian I wouldn't have to!
I wish I was a lesbian I know it's sad but true, hey
I wish I was a Lesbian and not a hetero,
I wouldn't have to mess with men and all their come and go
and all that awful facial hair and yucky machismo!
(I hate that damn machismo)
Ooooh I wish I was a lesbian and not a hetero.
I wish I was a lesbian and not a hetero.
I wish I was a lesbian and not a heterooooooo.
blblblblblblblblbl |
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[Apr. 20th, 2004|02:16 pm] |
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So my “luck with romance” strikes again! Hah… This really is hilarious you know, truly just hysterical… So what happened, you may ask? Oh, well, you see, last night I was talking to a friend of mine named Peter from my camp. As some of you know he was the one that I had a crush on for… Well I don’t know how long but for quite awhile. So last night we’re talking and he says something about how we’re so much a like and I didn’t quite follow so he said
“well I think, in a slight way, we’re like brother and sister.”
“I guess I kind of follow that,” I say, “though that is kind of twisted seeing as I used to like you and all.” He already knew that so this was no big deal but then…
“OK,” he says, “let’s just get this out and get it straight and all. You liked me and I liked you.”
........... WHAT THE HELL?!
“YOU DID?! Now, you see this I never knew. When was this?”
“Pffffff, I dunno, maybe just the entire time I knew you!”
WHAT IS THIS?!
“Wait a moment! You liked me that entire time… you knew that I liked you… all the other ones were teasing me… why the heck didn’t you say anything, you TWIT?!”
“Well, I was nervous and all… I mean you were older and a couple of grades above me, and I didn’t know what I was supposed to do when I liked somebody.”
“I’m not even a year older than you! Yeah, ok, the grade thing would have been odd, but I don’t see why the grade matters as much as age.”
“But yeah I didn’t think about that, and I didn’t know what you would say so I just figured I wouldn’t say anything”
.......It really would work out like this... Of course it would... He’s only an awesome guy, and he liked me, and he didn’t say anything! *bangs head on table* I'm not letting him forget that one *glare* But, bah, that's ok I suppose, he's one of my best friends so whatever... -.- But yeah, always works out like that for me so it seems -.- something gets screwed up. Oh well, oh well... Just keep swimming, just keep swimming *continues singing* |
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[Apr. 7th, 2004|10:54 pm] |
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Comic Day! Got the second of that new Stargate comic... It has Daniel on the cover... hehehe... *so happy* Anyway also finally got another AMG! and Animerica. w00t! good day had for me.
Also twas the first day of rehearsal. A mix of horrifying and hilarious. All in all twas much fun. Susong: "ASSASIN! *samurai sword action*"
Ummuuuu... I knew I had something else to write in here... damn... why does this constantly happen to me >.<... Well... WELCOME! to Patty ^.^, enjoy the wonderful world of LJ. So I'm going to miss Mad Mad House tomorrow but I'll have it on tape! So I can see Don and especially Alvocado in all their extreme hotness ^^! OK, yeah I'm just trying to chew up time now.
There's this show called Spy TV on and they're making this girl think she's going on a date with Bill Clinton... Yeah I have nothing to say cause I'm sleep deprived and can't think. Bai-bai. |
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